Hard To Love

One of these days I will get my blogging life together. Until that day you guys are stuck with my random posts. I started my blog to document my domestic diva life, but instead made it more of my life blog. I share a lot of things with everyone, but I also have a lot of things that happen in my life that I keep to myself. Don't you all wish I told you ;) Maybe one day I'll let it all out & even post my crazy pictures from New Years. It all depends on how I feel when I begin writing my post for the week. Since I posted my last little post quiet a bit has happened. I got in a car accident on one of the lovely snow days. Thankfully nothing happened to either car, but my emotions were sure shaken. I was the one that hit the other car & let's just say I hope it snows no more! I definitely had my guardian angels looking over me. The weirdest part to me was that I had just got done praying that I'd make it through the snow okay & the second my car began to go I started to skid. Prayer is pretty powerful & I mean that 100%. I pray every day for a lot of different things, but every night & every morning I pray for God to watch over the people that I love the most. & I of course thank him for all the amazing blessings in my life. I got to take another trip back to Henderson & those are always fun for me. Every time I go home things change even more than when I was home the last time. I guess that's what happens when you move away. Home becomes something you depend on to be the same, but never is. & you've got to love the "friends" that every time you say you'll be in town they're always ready to hangout, but the second you're actually there they are busy. That's how you can tell a true friend from a flaky one. Whoever makes time for you is right for you, whoever doesn't doesn't deserve much in my opinion. In Reno today it was 52 degrees aka beautiful! I'm beginning to love this little city more each time I actually go out & take in the area. I'm still very unsure of where I want to be, but I'll let destiny figure that out for me. That's how I finally ended up in Reno after all. So much of my life is based off of one of my favorite quotes. "What's meant to be will be." These past 2 weeks have been pretty fun for me. I've been going to the gym every day which isn't too fun, but worth it. I'm now obsessed with Body pump class & yoga. Every time that I don't get to make one of those classes I get pretty sad, but usually go to the gym late at night. I'm the weird girl that goes at around midnight. I love that barely anyone is there that late, I can play my music without headphones in, they change the tv stations to ESPN for me, and there are no old creep guys staring at me. The other day as I was putting my chap stick on in my car before work, I looked up & some man was staring right at me, watching me. It wasn't a comfortable situation to say the least. Friday night I finally went to my 2nd club & Reno's clubs have nothing on Vegas', but that's alright. Although I was freezing to death in my skirt it was worth it. I personally don't think girls should wear pants out. Your going out, not going to the movies. Wear a dang skirt ladies, come on. I must admit though I thought the guys in Vegas were grabby, they have nothing on Reno guys. One guy kept brushing past me & he'd touch me every time he'd pass me. He eventually began playing with my hair & I was done. I'm not sure why random guys always want to touch my hair. I finally moved away & then came the rest of the weirdos. One of the guys that kept trying to hangout with me licked the palm of my hand. Definitely the weirdest moment of my life in 2013 so far. At least he & his friends bought all of my drinks. On Sunday my friend Autumn & I decided to try out Grimaldis pizza. We were in love the second we tasted our pizza. Plus the hottie manager that served our pizza was a perfect bonus. We liked it so much that we decided to make Tina go with us next time. I love my Reno best friends. They're amazing ladies. & this week so far has been a lot of fun. Tina & I watched the bachelor aka one of my new favorite shows & last night I went to another ad2 event & afterwards went out to dinner with some of the people from the event. Reno has been very good to me so far this week, let's see what else it has in store for me. & today I found out that my uncle & sister in law will both be making visits to Reno this month! I love getting visits from the people I love back home so I can't wait :) I'm now done typing because I'm hungry & I'm about to go make some spaghetti. Also I've decided that I'm going to be cutting off lovely face book for awhile. It's too much of a time zapper for me. If anyone wants to keep up to date with my fabulous life follow me on twitter- SyddddneyH or instagram- SyddddneyH :)
                                                                Xoxo, Syd

 Club with Jordan

 

 Grimaldis with Autty. I have to put my hair back while I eat or else

half of my food is in my hair :/

Love this

 

Songs of the week: She Ain't Right & Hard to Love- Lee Brice & Angel- Mark Geary

Kiss Tomorrow Goodbye

Instead of writing my usual blog post I've decided to write down my top 10 songs that I've had on repeat this past week. Like I've said before I feel as if some songs are my life story. So here we go :)

1. Girl At Home- Taylor Swift
2. It's Time - Imagine Dragons
3. All Too Well - Taylor Swift
4. One More Night - Maroon 5
5. Turn On The Lights - Future
6. Crying On a Suitcase- Casey James
7. She Let Herself Go- George Strait
8. Daylight- Maroon 5
9. Cruise- Florida Georgia Line
10. Come Over- Kenny Chesney

Now I suggest that everyone go listen to these amazing songs :) You'll fall in love, I promise.


                                                                   Xoxo, Syd

Sassy Year

2013. Wow. I feel as if yesterday was my 21st birthday & that was already 6 months ago. Where does the time go is my question. 2012 was a great year for me. It was my much needed growing year.  Some days I'll be driving down the street & a random memory of what I use to do will pop into my head & I can't help but laugh. Thankfully I've calmed down over the years, but no one take that as me being soft. I have only a few soft spots in my heart & the people that own them know it. When I was younger I wanted so badly to be older & now that I'm here I'm just like why did I want this? That's why one of my New Years goals is to live in the moment. My 20's are suppose to be the best days of my life & I intend to make them that way. So what if I go out & party it up with friends? I'm young. Your only young once why not live it up? Every time someone asks me my age I say I'm the perfect age. 21 :) I've seen so many people settle down at my age & that's perfectly fine for them, but my own personal journey isn't in that direction yet. My Aunt's are always telling me to invest in me & I've been doing just that the past year. 2012 was a blessing for me &  I can honestly say I'm happy with the person that I am today. Who knew I'd finally move away from my first love, Henderson? I sure didn't, but here I am in Reno! Who knew! 2013 I am officially naming my sassy year. I'm 21, single, & fun! What's a better combo? Straightforward Syd is finally here. I don't want to hide my feelings because I'm scared of what someone will say or if they get upset. I've been trying out the being upfront with what I'm feeling thing the past few days & it's working very well for me! It's so much nicer having everything out in the open, less stress. Life is too short to worry about what everyone else wants for you, you need to figure out what's right for you in your heart. Your life shouldn't revolve around what makes others happy, what makes you happy is the real question. That's one thing I've learned this year & I'm sure glad that I did. I will be doing whatever it is that I'm feeling. No regrets this year. My brother Chad who just turned 28 is always telling me to enjoy these years of my life. It's so great to have a older brother who will always guide me in the right direction. He made the mistakes long ago & I get to learn from them. & guess who gets to go home to Henderson this month? Me :) No date yet, but I will be booking my flight very soon. I have to make a trip home before school. Right?
Every year I make a goals list & this year is no different so here it is :)
1. Save lots of money
2. Go on at least 2 trips
3. Always speak your true feelings
4. Stop being a homebody
5. Call grandparents once a week
6. Keep hitting the gym 5 times a week
7. No more holding grudges...on anyone...
8. Don't stress anything
9. Float the Truckee & visit Tahoe in the summer <3
10. Always be the best that I can be.  


Song of the week is: It's Time- Imagine Dragons aka my favorite song right now. It's amazing! I've listened to it at least 30 times. & my favorite lyric is "I don't ever want to let you down I don't ever want to leave this town 'Cause after all this city never sleeps at night"