More Than Words

While everyone is out on the town being in love with each other, I'm at my apartment, dying. Ever since my sister in law left on Monday I've been feeling like crap. & since one of my co workers has been out sick for 2 weeks with mono I was scared as heck! My mom finally asked me if I wanted her to make a dr.'s appointment & I said yes please. I'm a huge fan of doctors. I don't get sick very often & when I do I HATE it! Plus every single time that I'm sick I get super sick. It's never just one thing. It's a combination of everything you could think of. I was hoping for allergies, but of course it wasn't that simple. First off let me just say that I've only gone to one doctors office my entire life. Fremont medical center right off of Lake Mead so even going to the doctors up here was huge for me. I don't trust anyone when it comes to my personal well being. Well after a horrible nights sleep I was awake at 7 this morning & I had tons of time to kill before my 10:15 appointment so I decided to call my wonderful Aunt J :) After talking to her for a good 45 minutes I finally got ready for my appointment. Well getting ready isn't exactly the right term. I threw on some jeans, my lbj t shirt, & a hoodie. No one should judge me, I'm sick! Anyways so I ended up going to the wrong dr's office so 5 minutes later I finally made it to the right place. After all of my horrible paperwork was filled out & 25 minutes later I finally got called in. This place was empty btw! All the front desk ladies did was talk about Valentines day. I almost smacked them all! NEVER going back to that place! So after all that turns out I have the flu :( . My next stop was Walmart to fill my prescription of amoxicillian/something else. The first Walmart that I went to the man was so rude & so I pulled my prescription from him & took it somewhere else. I turn into super hot head when I don't feel good. Beware people of Reno. After finally filling my medication I went home & have been in bed ever since. The only good thing that happens when I'm sick is that I don't get hungry. I've only had fluids all day. I'm trying to get better asap! I hate that everyone tells me I sound terrible. I sound terrible & I feel terrible. I'm just hoping that this medicine works its magic tonight. Being away from my family when I'm sick is horrible! This is the first time in my life that I've not been able to eat some egg flower soup while I'm sick & I honestly think that's why I'm not better already! Egg flower soup is so good for you! At least my family calls me every day to check in on me. My grandma's both told me that they were super worried about me. I'm so loved <3 When I was little I got a lot of fevers so my Granny Chapman would slice up potatoes & put them in my socks. It always got rid of my fever. Feel free to try it next time you're sick. I swear it works. Even though I'm stuck in bed sick I did receive some wonderful Valentines day presents :) My sister in law Darci got me a bag full of all sorts of goodies, my Grandma Corn sent me a card & a Target gc, my mom sent me a card, gc to Target, & new headphones, & my Aunt Irma sent me a card & a gc. I'm so loved :)  Swoon! My favorite gift that I ever received on this day was back when I was in high school. It was a pink bud rose bush & to this day I still have the tin that it came in. I tried replanting it so that it'd grow, but it didn't work. Seeing people buy them at Walmart today took me back. Precious memories. Another one of my best V days was when I decorated my ex boyfriends truck with all of my friends. He wasn't embarrassed at all. He actually loved it. I made sure to text him this morning & remind him of how awesome I was. He still agrees. Smart man! Now blog readin lovers, I'm going to maybe take a shower if I feel up to it & watch some tv. Maybe I'll actually get some sleep tonight! I love all of you & I hope you all had a wonderful day of love. Don't just wait for this day to tell someone how much you love them! This wasn't my finest year, but there's always next year. It's a good thing that this was my year to not have a Valentine. That's next year. Even though I had no exact date, I always have my mom & grandma to count on. If anyone feels the need though I will gladly accept a caretaker right about now & some flowers. Thanks!
                                                                     
                                                                               Sydney :)

Perfect Valentines day song: More Than Words- Extreme
                        
I will play that song at my wedding one day! It's so beautiful & romantic <3